JYJ WORLD TOUR @ INDONESIA WAS CANCELLED!!!
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I did read news about it on DCI's facebook page during the day at work. But I was confidently rejecting all the rumour. I mean, seriously, after going that far with ticket selling and even press conference, how would they actually bear to cancel the big event out??? I still happily attended Nana and Nita's graduation, spent some dinner @ Maroubra Coffee Club with Cindy, then went back to uni for Nita's graduation again, was smiling and laughing like stupid coz I met incidentally with Mike and his girlfriend (I really started to wonder what God has in mind with all of these unexpected meetings... Parkir mobil bisa PAS sebelahan after sebelonnya ketinggalan bus and end up naek bus bareng dia... Nothing is coincidence in God's dictionary, huh??)... All of those happy moments with mindset that I am one of the girl who will be attending JYJ's concert on VIP A seating really put me up high... Only to be dropped back to the ground SO HARD I could hardly bear any of it...
I just got off my car when I read Nat2's BBM about the official cancellation notice from C-Jes and went numb right away... Didn't know where I stand... As soon as I got into my room, I called Evi, telling her all the news, then hang up, then crying... Literally crying really bad... Banjir.... Helpless... Shocked... Disappointed... Angry... Wasted... So tired that I don't want to do anything else except breathing =.=
Skipped work the next day...
Gw orangnya, biasa klo after being put thru into such terrible terrible moments, awal2 defence-nya pasti think positive.... There's hidden blessings in every misfortunes including this one... God never gave me a burden or trouble more than my ability to carry it... Anything that God put me through is for my best... He never wants you to be in misfortune because He loves you so much... All true... But the next day, when I skipped work, all those anger flew back in... Disappointment and only can ask to God: why??
Why did you give me all those hopes??
Why did you allow me to dream this far??
Why did you even let me to go this far with all the tix and media pass and everything???
Why did you put me through all these if at the end it's going to be ALL FOR NOTHING???
Why did you cruelly shatter my dream???
.....
*Sigh*~~~
I did read news about it on DCI's facebook page during the day at work. But I was confidently rejecting all the rumour. I mean, seriously, after going that far with ticket selling and even press conference, how would they actually bear to cancel the big event out??? I still happily attended Nana and Nita's graduation, spent some dinner @ Maroubra Coffee Club with Cindy, then went back to uni for Nita's graduation again, was smiling and laughing like stupid coz I met incidentally with Mike and his girlfriend (I really started to wonder what God has in mind with all of these unexpected meetings... Parkir mobil bisa PAS sebelahan after sebelonnya ketinggalan bus and end up naek bus bareng dia... Nothing is coincidence in God's dictionary, huh??)... All of those happy moments with mindset that I am one of the girl who will be attending JYJ's concert on VIP A seating really put me up high... Only to be dropped back to the ground SO HARD I could hardly bear any of it...
I just got off my car when I read Nat2's BBM about the official cancellation notice from C-Jes and went numb right away... Didn't know where I stand... As soon as I got into my room, I called Evi, telling her all the news, then hang up, then crying... Literally crying really bad... Banjir.... Helpless... Shocked... Disappointed... Angry... Wasted... So tired that I don't want to do anything else except breathing =.=
Skipped work the next day...
Gw orangnya, biasa klo after being put thru into such terrible terrible moments, awal2 defence-nya pasti think positive.... There's hidden blessings in every misfortunes including this one... God never gave me a burden or trouble more than my ability to carry it... Anything that God put me through is for my best... He never wants you to be in misfortune because He loves you so much... All true... But the next day, when I skipped work, all those anger flew back in... Disappointment and only can ask to God: why??
Why did you give me all those hopes??
Why did you allow me to dream this far??
Why did you even let me to go this far with all the tix and media pass and everything???
Why did you put me through all these if at the end it's going to be ALL FOR NOTHING???
Why did you cruelly shatter my dream???
.....
*Sigh*~~~
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