Winter in Summer :)

Woohooooooo~~

I seriously LOVE how the title sounds!! Kekekeke... But it's true! This is what currently is happening in Sydney! Such an anxiously awaited moment after a frikkin 42-degree Saturday during the weekend!! During the Sunday, I was a bit worried because the weather said the min would be around 26 and the max was 32. Seriously, 32 means 33 or even 35 in the reality =.= And my dearest Ms. Junsu was coming over! Any over 30 degree weather would make my room a semi-sauna area and definitely was not going to be a good place for chit chats and catch ups!! At the end, all of my thanks and gratitude to our ever amazing God for granting my prayer which seemed to be impossible to begin with. Honestly, I've been praying since the night before to make Sunday weather more friendly.... Or at least, give me a weather that would make my room a nice place to stay... People would see it as impossible based on the weather forecasts which have been pretty accurate all this time (GOOD WORK, SMH!!). But, God's power knows no limit and impossibility is DEFINITELY not in His dictionary :p It was stilll 32-ish at around 1PM when this chatty Junsu's girl arrived at my place (she mentioned immediately that my room was HOT XD). But then, BANG! Around 3PM-ish, the cool wind appeared and the temp dropped immediately to as low as 24 DEGREE!!! It was even raining when both of us walked to Easy Way to get some drinks :p And to top it up, it was as low as 18 during the night... There you go God blessed me with perfect room with super comfy bed and thick blanket~~ That's why it was so hard for me to wake up this morning to go to work X3

Ummmm, and what else? Oh, the talk with Evi yesterday... We did discuss about what we want to do in the future... This talk is so stressful! Personally I absolutely have NO idea as to how my life will be after this 2011 year ends. I have so many options and all of them are still so unclear~ Let's list them down:

• Sydney option 1: I can always try to find another job (wish for a Grad position sih... Apparently according to Evi, I'm eligible for such position for a max. of 3 years after my graduation... So I still have up to 2014 to find such job...). Another job is always good for experience and savings... And this means staying for a while longer in Sydney.
• Indo option 1: Get a job at good (overseas) company in Surabaya and settling in. I like this option the best for Indo XD
• Indo option 2: What my Mom always wanted, create my own business. Argh~~ I honestly HATE the thought of starting my own stuff. Well, mau ga mau I do think of few options... Cafe or fashion store... Cafe: try to get St. Churro's to Indo? Or my fashion option is Forever New franchising... Supposedly I should be doing this with my sisters. Lha wong belon pada lulus, gmn mau start planning things coba? Trus, MODALnya itu lho mau dari mana??? Money just doesn't fall from the sky (it would be nice kali ya if it really did :p)
• Indo option 3: if... IF... IF... IF... (notice the BIGger IF there), I somehow managed to find a boyfriend and ready to settle down for life, ya that's another acceptable different story jg. *sigh*

Honestly I feel like I can go crazy anytime mikirin this matter. Tapi yaaaa, I brought them in prayer last night and it made me feel more relaxed. I really should entrust this matter to His hands and try to believe in Him more, surrender myself in Him more too, for He truly is the only one who knows what's best for me. And it's really a comforting thought to know that my life is right in the palm of His hands... Jadi at the end, I think I'll just see it as time goes while still trying any available options... Means me need to start to browse for graduate jobs (just signed up with Unigrad Graduate Jobs :P) and mgkn nanya2 kali ya ke either St. Churros or Forever New for possible Indonesian franchises??

Another big point that was talked about with Evi, we both apparently think that if we wanted to watch any more of JYJ stuff, better get it done with this year. It seems like next year and the years after we would have been busy with something else. We might still love the boys, but might not have enough commitment to go, spend some money for stupid flight tickets and accomodation to just watch them alive. And since we are both girls, our parents have been pretty noisy about the idea of us finding Mr. Right and settling down XD (The reason why I put Indo option 3 up there =.=). The conclusion was then to have this year for us to enjoy and have fun as much as we could ==> Korea - Surabaya - Bali trip :p

Now onto lighter stuff. JYJ boys. That was fun to finally watch some videos of them. Fancams from Evi were excellent :) And some more Youtube videos were great too :p It was funny to note that when we watched Junsu's press con for Tears of Heaven, I was being giddy on his kissing scene and Evi was 120% fine with it. And when we saw the video where my Jaejoong fell (AGAIN) during JYJ Worldwide Tour, she was the one being all worried and me was just calmly expecting that very scene... Should we switch our boys then, Vi?? Muhahahah XD

That's from me for now... That was a LONG post for such lovely winter in summer <3

Ms. J~