slaaapppp!!!

Seriously... starting from now if i ever heard any girls slapping someone, i wudn't say anything coz I just did myself to my own sister. Well, at the moment i'm writing this post, my feeling is 50-50 between sad or regret and satisfaction. Regret at the realisation how light-handed I could be when things seem to be outta control. But also satisfied because all of those anger I've been anxiously keeping inside were leashed out for good. And just to give her some lesson not to be so ngelamak ama cece2nya. Belon bisa apa2 udah kyk gini. Ntar udah jago cece2nya dianggep sampah kali. Originally the issue was only with Ms. Changmin, but then seeing how angry she becomes, I decided to interfere NICELY, only to be treated back like she's the rightest person in the world and no one else has the right to tell her off.

Now I earnestly wish that a girl named Angela Gwyneth Hidajatno wasn't born as my sister! She really is the biggest regret I have in life for now. I never want to live my life with regret, but now there she is. A regret. BIG regret. A stain. BIG stain. A pain in the ass. Disturbance. Burden. Bikin jelek. Bikin sakit. Gak enak diliat. Not worthy to be had etc etc...

Good piece of advice from my fellow secretary, Mary. IGNORE and DON'T BOTHER, which is what exactly I'll start doing to her from now on. Mau lupa ngerjain and hand in task on time, mau telat dateng ke exam dia, mau fail dia pny exam, mau pulang malem, mau gak pulang sekalian, mau sakit, mau gak makan, mau APA PUN!!!! T.E.R.S.E.R.A.H!!! Not my sister, not for me to care about~~

(still calming down) Ms. J~